where the fuck all go?
 

i have to get this of my chess, yeah i am since 2001 in this bizz, there is one thing i dont like in this bizz, people just leave, sure i know they have their reasons ...but come one...if i should think of all the things i dont agree with in this bizz...then i wouldnt be here anymore a long time ago, what is the problem...ego...the things dont go like you want...you dont agree with others.......hell tell me about it, now thats a second part i am learning here in my life as a webmaster (oke webmistress) it wont go like you want...and yeah things happen and you wont agree, got a reasanable explanation to fight that then you are going, if not dont start a arugument..........bizz can suck but keep your pride and selfrespect.... oke my point in all those years i made some real friends....well i thougth i did, they just disapeared from biz....pooffff just like that...and do i fucking hate that. believe me no matter what happens i will be here the next 20 years, why? because i am not to proud to say when i am wrong in public, plus i am not ashamed i write in english chinese :D and i dont care i ask a stupid question even i am so much years on the net....weehhhhhhhhhh i realy miss some peope on the net and not only on this board but also on other boards, soemtimes this biss sucks so much...but my thinking is probably a woman thing.....oh who cares..... damn bizz

stuveltje - remember a lot of people got scared out of the biz about a year ago with 2257, and there are always people that have personal issues that come up and they have to leave quickly.

There has always been a quick turnover in this biz which is why Ive always held the belief that someone starting out now has just as good a chance at succeeding as someone that started 2 years ago

Ive had a lot of friends in this biz that have had to leave for a variety of reasons - some never even had a chance to say goodbye but there are always new people that come along that are just as good - heck Ive had times when Ive had to be away for a few months at a time and Im forcing myself to actually do anything in the biz right now :)

i know linkster...but alot leave for some other reasons, yeah i lost some good friends in this bizz this year but i told them myself if this bizz doesnt make you money anymore and you get in financial problems...find yourself a real daytime job, see no worries about getting enough sales to pay your bils, you have to do what you have to do, i understand those things, i just dont understand the personal vendeta....things you dont agree with and just leave, hell if you think you are right and you have proof you will fight that or justhink fuck you, who cares, it seems i get stuck with the guys ( heay i mean it in a positieve way) i know they where there from the start, you, gg, ramster, tommy, dd, daretwo...etc etc, you guys i know since i started this bizz ( the ones who kick my ass that time) and you guys are still around, its just sad to see after all my years in this bizz i only see the same oldies around ( yeah you guys are old:D, heay i am joining that club too) na i just didnt expect so many people would disapear, and i am glad i still see the oldies around:D damn i forgot one special person...MML lol he is my santa and he learned me alot in his chats that time|boobies| :D

Don't worry Stu, me and babymaker will be around for you . . . . on second thought, maybe you should worry :D

that's a very encouraging belief, Linkster :)

I'm surprised at the number of names that I saw when I first started out (geez, it's been 2 years now woohoo lol) that are no longer around. On the other hand, it seems that some names stay constant no matter what. I think that it's easier to disappear from an online biz without a trace than it would be in the 'real' world, so that probably makes a difference too.

I'm still fucking here after all these years. :D

My only fear in life is I would ever have to get a real job again. lol

hell blue..... hahahahhahah btw did you know bm and catseye send me an ben an jerrys tshirts with cows for my birthday and it happend to be that those cows are right on my boobs, hubby already said that shirt dont say ...ben and jerrys but that shirt says...milky tits:D well i am very happy to have you guys around me:D

i never wil get a real job,...... the only time i get a real job is because i miss the real faces around me, in this bizz i deal only with foreign webmaster for me, aussi, usa, norway, etc etc, in all those years i only met 5 dutch webmasters or so, but my closes contacts are still the ones outside europe, the one who pulled me in this bizz, is 8 years younger then me and i have still contact with him and he still learn me things, maybe its an advanatge that i dont have to pay my bills with this bizz, i do ths bizz because i like to work, but i dont have too....nice now i feel bad

That is a scary thought.

This biz is an isolating type of work.

It's not so much because it's porn but because we work from home.

I do work with others sometimes shooting content and stuff but it's a bunch of trannies which more then anything else just reminds of how normal and boring my life really is. :D

I'm going out clubbing tonight so as to mingle with other humans in person and will probably find some kind of trouble to get into or at least I hope to.

Exactly! I still have a recurring nightmare where I'm trying to sell somebody a washing machine and they just aren't buying. Then my boss starts giving me shit and I wake up in a cold sweat thinking I have to go to work :(

Scares the shit out of me.

If this whole biz was to evaporate overnight I'd likely rob banks or something, anything but get another JOB !

I think in this biz you have to work long hours most of the time, but you need to give yourself time that's not spent alone EVERY day.

The thought of working an office again...staring at numbers all damn day...usually with some asshole screaming they need it 'yesterday'...

Yikes! Gives me the willies!

You're right Stu...folks do come and go. I've lost track of more than I can recall over the past few years. But, as Linkster mentioned it's always cool to meet new people too |thumb

I've been in this business for almost 8 years. I've gotten to know some really great people over the years that have also just disappeared. It's sad but I'll tell you what - I've never hung out with such a great bunch of people that go above and beyond to help each other out than are here at GG&J! I'm sure I'll be sticking around for awhile. |thumb

The thought of not having a big fat joint blazing while working...|potleaf|
Piss tests...

The horror of it all!!

Okay! that's it! I hereby officially motion that FanTC’s screen name be changed to “Doobie Brother” :D

Old black water, keep on rollin
Mississippi moon, won't you keep on shinin on me

I have a feeling it's not "old black water" that YOU keep on rolling. ;)

Wooot! The Doobies!

I like the way you think FanTC |thumb

I went out and mingled with other humans in person…

Is it time to start the morning thread yet?

I went mostly mainstream for 72k thus far this year

Was is scary? :D

Stu
People have come and gone since the very beginning. I remember a guy that decided to quit to go back to school in 1996. I don't know where DannyM is. Is Terry from Tropix still around? How about Empro? All these guys started YNOT with me and left kind of early.

OMG the worst part of being a Camho Madame is losing my camhoes. I have to go through every 3 months or so and see when they last logged in .. i hate when the name comes up blank. then i send the ones who haven't logged in 6 months to the retirement page hoping somehow they come back. 1 or 2 do but most just disappear into cyberspace. Emails bounce. and *poof" they are gone.

I do agree with Cleo about the normality of our life. Even my 'mainstream' gig is telecommuting which is why i got my booth and the swapmeet because it forces me to back away from my computer and i refuse to put one in there..tho i do miss OTB. |cry|

One good thing about Vegas is that we get lots of visitors year round. |waves| @ Fonz.

They kind of smell funny

Pictures! We want pictures, Stu!! |scared|

Heh.

|boobies| haha yea i want pix too :D should be fun!

MadHatter and I are so used to working out of our house, whenever we do something like, oh, go to the store and mingle with people, we talk their ears off because we never get to talk to anyone else but each other.

And I hear you Cleo, that is my biggest fear too. I quit my regular job because the stress was killing me. I don't want to go back to work for someone else ever. Although I do maintain some non-adult sites for clients, but I still work out of my house to do it. :D

One of the reasons I like this board, I do see the same people all the time. I don't post alot, but I read alot of the posts, and I feel connected. I agree, It is sad when I don't see people I have met and liked anymore on the boards, and wonder what happened.

For me, it's all about isolation but I don't have any other choices left but trying to work from home or kill myself.


So if anyone wants to help, trade or submit, see sig. I posted about it but it is well hidden in another forum.