[tjchuck]

I haven't told anyone in my family, but I have told a few close friends. They didn't know what to think. Now after half a year they think I am wasting my life...fucking joke. And they were my close friends I should say.

This is really hard for me to lie to people about, as everyone that knows me knows that I had absolutely ZERO interest in computers or chat rooms or anything like that. Oh I guess I did have computer experience, but all excel, word, and power point. Prior to my porn business adventure, when I would get home from my real job, I would hop on my bike or go play tennis or work in the yard or just be outside...period. So they are not buying it that I would rather work on the computer than in a lab.

And my wifes side of the family has some knowledgable computer people, so I can't just feed them the I work in online marketing. My wifes cousin, who she used to be very close to prior to my business adventure, works in technical support for computer software and I am pretty sure she knows what a whois info check means. She just thinks I am playing games at home all day doing nothing.

So I guess I will just sacrifice being the loser in my and my wifes family, cause we all (webmasters) do work very long hours and the fuck if I am just going to throw that all away.
I just hope some day that financial security will come, to justify what has happened.

Sorry for the long rant, wish I could have just said Yeah everybody knows and they support me 100%