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Yup. I'm a very "out" pornographer/web ho.
On one side of the family, my teenage cousin found my site, and promptly told his mother. I would have thought it would be more embarrassing for him to admit he was looking at porn than the reward for tattling on his naughty cousin. I expected my father to be an asshole about it, but he just kinda said, "Uhhg... oh... brother...!" and then added, "You're making money doing that, right?" So it's all good with dad that his little girl is a *whore*, not a *slut*.
On my mother's side, her creepy boyfriend actually started a fight about it at dinner last March. I have no clue how he and my mother found out, although I'm guessing that when I visited them after Internext, they went through my bags and found my name badge. This asswipe yelled at my little old grandma that I fuck people for money and went off using the most depraved language to inaccurately describe what he thinks I do. It was the worst way to have one's granny find out about you making porn, and he did it purely to upset her to get some kind of revenge on me for making porn. It was kinda one of those "worst case scenarios" you consider when you get into the business, but having someone scream at your grandma that you suck cock for cash (even when you don't) is a survivable event. Thanks to that awful outing, sweet little old grandma loaned me money to start my online sex shop.
It's really weird to see how many webgirls like myself instantly get out of the business when someone in their family or home town finds out. They panic and cry and take down their sites and are aghast that someone they know found their site. I have sympathy for the awkward situations, but it's like, "did this not cross your mind before you decided to let millions of people see you naked?" It's a risk inherent to the biz, and it amazes me that plenty of people honestly think no one will ever find out.
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