I don't know what problem you had with who about what but don't let this one thing be a reason to leave us all. As said before a lot of people enjoy your presence on this board a lot. I can understand how you must feel after being "betrayed" by another member (or higher placed person) from this community.
Anyway if you really see this "going home" thing as the only solution to your problem I will respect that but I will be very sorry to see you go...
Whatever you decide, know we all love ya
