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Originally Posted by Greenguy

My whole part in this is that I suggested to Jim that you'd be a good reviewer for Javes

Bet you won't do that again.

Originally Posted by Greenguy

I'm sorry, but the only one fucking you is you.

Pretty sure I made that clear. But it sounds down right fucking mean from you. I like it better when I say it.

Originally Posted by Greenguy

You do realize that he wants to talk to you so that he can apologize, right?

That's unnecessary. I'm not a horribly forgiving person. If he was just another webmaster, an equal, this would have been no big deal. But when someone with substantially more influence and power fucks with you just for the sake of fucking ya, well that's a bit hard to take.

Originally Posted by Greenguy

And think about this - you've moved hosts,

I can't help but think that you're egging me on. Do you want me to hang myself further? Is that it? Listen, I already planned on moving hosts. I'm accustomed to CPanel and the server I was on doesn't have that. I fuck around alot and need what I consider to be a friendlier control panel. The stats sucked. It even skips days. I may not have much traffic, but I like to know where it's coming from. I didn't have Wusage like other people who are hosted there. Call me crazy. My new host has AWStats. I have a hard on for AWStats and it keeps me warm at night. Did the Javes thing speed up my move? Yes. Do you care to know why? It was Chris' complete silence. He never ICQ'd me or emailed or anything. Not a word of support or indifference. He's the other owner of Javes and he didn't care enough to tell me how he felt.

Originally Posted by Greenguy

you've bashed Gabbo

Gabbo needed to be bashed. He needed to be bashed back into progress. You guys are just going to let him die. All that work, all that bullshit gimmicky advertising and you were going to let him die. That's unacceptable. I have no stake in Gabbo, but I thinks it's utter nonsense that you'd just throw it away. If I hired you people to build and run Gabbo I would have fired you all a long time ago. And then I'd call you bad names and toss rotten eggs in your general direction. Success requires constant movement forward. When the movement stops, the project has failed.

Originally Posted by Greenguy

you're upsetting friends & you're ready to leave the board - all this because you got fired from a job that you didn't really like

Due to that fact that I'm discreet, which I believe is something you used to like about me, I can't and won't discuss the reason why I'm angry here. But again - it has nothing to do Javes. Javes just set the wheels in motion. Hiding the true reason does my defense a great disservice. Ask any of our friends why I was angry if you really don't. They've taken the time to talk to me about this. They didn't abandon me. They knew how big of a blow it would be for a small webmaster like me.

Originally Posted by Greenguy

& was not really making you that much money.

I made a total of $240 for the entire time I reviewed at Javes and I never got that until after I was fired. As you know, I accepted a 20% deal without thinking it through. My bad. 20% of what? Jim paid me $300 to sign him up to a butt load of sponsors before I was asked to be his reviewer. He later asked me to go back to all of those sponsors and change the sign-up email addy to another. I never did that. I'm not a pissboy wandering around with a bucket in my hand.

Originally Posted by Greenguy

I'm done

Dude, say the word and I'm gone. Same goes for Jim. If having me here is too much to bare, just let me know. I won't even post a good-bye. I'll log out and delete this board from my bookmarks.

I stated my apologies, but you seem to want to hammer on me a little more. I don't get it. Am I being unfair? Have I lied? Have I exagerrated anything? I decided to step up to the plate, humble myself before EVERYONE, apologize the things that I am sorry for, and this is what I get. I don't expect a big smooch and a cookie, but I don't think that this very fair either.