My sympathies also Tanakadesigns
I feel ya, it must be terrible... I always used to have german sheps and loved them then found a 6 yr old yorkie on the street.. it took me some time to get used to her but she became the queen of the house in no time being the clown yorkies are. She is around 18 now and had an accident 2 weeks ago, fell off er fave chair and broker her jaws.. I am feeding her from my hand and not sure if she will make it. The vet told me we should wait 1-2 months then put her to sleep if she can't heal.
I know it is not easy... it is not fair dogs can't live longer...