Hi all been sick as hell since the begining of August just getting better last day i was ready to kill myself didnt think it would end, the worst flu or whatever it was i ever had it never let up i just stayed in agony 24/7 really started to fuck me up mentaly by the end was trying to pull my flesh off

just wanted outof my body. I better not get to that existence again what a nightmare.
Now I dont even know where to begin on working on stuff hardly was online except for 1 or 2 mins to check email past few weeks.