Morning...
Our little bubba 

 Rufus Pip passed away last night 

 He had a heart murmur for the last few years & it caused his heart to enlarge.  He had fluid in one lung & the other was collapsed, and it was pushing his throat against his spine to the point where he could barely breathe 

 The Bitch is crushed & my other little guy Ren is lost 
 
So, throw that into the dumpster fire that is my life...
On a good note, I don't feel as horrendous as I have over the past 2 weeks.  Doctor said it'll take another week or so to get out of my system completely & put me on another new med that should not have these same side effects 
 
Gonna try to work...