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urb · 2003-10-01, 06:35 AM

Cleo

I hear voices in my head which comment on what I am doing or about what other people are thinking. I was diagnosed "Paranoid Schizophrenic" a while back after having an episode on the 15th floor of a multi storey car park. An episode is when the voices become stronger and I fall into a kind of trance like state where I have little control over what is going on. I can sometimes end up in places and not remember how I got there. I have also found web pages updated and cannot remember doing them. So I have to keep re-checking web sites to which I have FTP access to.

The voices are clear and usually sound spiteful, but more recently I have only heard one voice which is more friendly and seems to be concerned about my welfare. Almost like having a guardian angel. I am told that the voices are extensions of my own thoughts, but I am not 100% certain of this, as some information I am given is beyond my knowledge.

The main problem is the uncertainty of the world around me and the lack of personal trust I have. Some days everyone and everything (including machinery) seems to be a threat to me in some way. It can be like a dense fog in your mind.

LilBiggz, no problem

amadman, All the best to your dad.

2003-10-01, 06:35 AM	#28
urb All the way from Room 101 Join Date: Aug 2003 Posts: 3,557	Cleo I hear voices in my head which comment on what I am doing or about what other people are thinking. I was diagnosed "Paranoid Schizophrenic" a while back after having an episode on the 15th floor of a multi storey car park. An episode is when the voices become stronger and I fall into a kind of trance like state where I have little control over what is going on. I can sometimes end up in places and not remember how I got there. I have also found web pages updated and cannot remember doing them. So I have to keep re-checking web sites to which I have FTP access to. The voices are clear and usually sound spiteful, but more recently I have only heard one voice which is more friendly and seems to be concerned about my welfare. Almost like having a guardian angel. I am told that the voices are extensions of my own thoughts, but I am not 100% certain of this, as some information I am given is beyond my knowledge. The main problem is the uncertainty of the world around me and the lack of personal trust I have. Some days everyone and everything (including machinery) seems to be a threat to me in some way. It can be like a dense fog in your mind. LilBiggz, no problem amadman, All the best to your dad. Last edited by urb; 2003-10-01 at 06:38 AM..