Thanks again to all of you - even those that didn't post
I am doing a lot better. Right now, it's my sleep that's truly fucking with me (my sleep apnea had not acted up on me while I was on the pain meds - plus I'd been having one hell of a time getting to sleep & when you combine the 2, well, it's fucking hell laying there for hours & hours with that mask on trying to doze off). I had 1 truly awesome day (on Friday) and these last few have been better than the previous month, but I tend to get into these 3-4 hour spurts where I have energy & I can concentrate on work, then I need to nap, then I can't fall off...
But, all in all, I'm turning corners