Sun May 31 Where The Heck ...

[Pagan]

Lurking. I have been trying harder to stay clear of all media the last day or so just to keep the anxiety at bay. I want to scream and yell and smash things in frustration over the entire situation, but people here would think I am nuts and it would not accomplish a single thing. So I try to stay busy and away from the media traps. Like in the early days of the pandemic, I am back to not sleeping well. I can't focus, I can't function. I worry. I have a 93 year old mother in SoCal that is still self-isolating. She's in a good area, but that means absolutely nothing anymore. We have to find a way to change this.