Determined and thankful

[Porn Princess]

I wanted to thank everyone for their kind words in previous posts. It has been a horrible season here, and the worst is yet to come I think.

My little brother finally passed away a week ago today. Sunday we fly out to CA to bury him. He was Native American and has a burial plot in their cemetary. We've been trying to plan what we can long-distance, but a lot will have to be finalized once we're there. We will have to view him one more time to see if it would be appropriate or if he doesn't appear well enough for an open viewing. (I hate those anyway, I think it should be closed!)

The viewing, whether open or closed, will be next Fri. and the services Sat the 16th. Then we fly back out here and try to rebuild our lives, but I haven't a clue how to do that.

But, I am determined to do so. I WILL help breath life back into our other business and I WILL start to build porn again, dammit! I'm just taking the next week or two off to come to terms with it all first. Don't give up on me, I'll be submitting like a fiend soon enough!

Oh, and if I come back all whiney about things, just kick me in the ass and tell me to get to work.