where the fuck all go?

[stuveltje]

i have to get this of my chess, yeah i am since 2001 in this bizz, there is one thing i dont like in this bizz, people just leave, sure i know they have their reasons ...but come one...if i should think of all the things i dont agree with in this bizz...then i wouldnt be here anymore a long time ago, what is the problem...ego...the things dont go like you want...you dont agree with others.......hell tell me about it, now thats a second part i am learning here in my life as a webmaster (oke webmistress) it wont go like you want...and yeah things happen and you wont agree, got a reasanable explanation to fight that then you are going, if not dont start a arugument..........bizz can suck but keep your pride and selfrespect.... oke my point in all those years i made some real friends....well i thougth i did, they just disapeared from biz....pooffff just like that...and do i fucking hate that. believe me no matter what happens i will be here the next 20 years, why? because i am not to proud to say when i am wrong in public, plus i am not ashamed i write in english chinese and i dont care i ask a stupid question even i am so much years on the net....weehhhhhhhhhh i realy miss some peope on the net and not only on this board but also on other boards, soemtimes this biss sucks so much...but my thinking is probably a woman thing.....oh who cares..... damn bizz