Thursday 2023-07-13 aka Trapped In My Own Head
 

Morning! |waves|

My |loony| doctors are trying to help me get out of my head. If you know what that means, it feels like shit :(

Watching tennis as I try to work & stay focused...

Yeah it does. My mom dropped a gem on me last night. She says that I am depressed because I don't start my day off with a positive thought. That's all it takes. Positive thinking cures everything. Yeah, right. This comes from someone who spent decades on anti-depressants, alcohol, and weed. She knows full well there are chemical imbalances that have a huge effect on the brain and that positive thoughts alone won't cure them. There actually is no cure for those imbalances, only corrective therapy. She also poo-pooed my tactic of staying busy and trying to accomplish certain things daily. "Those don't help. You just have to think positive." Uh-huh. Then the little birdies will flock around you and serenade you as you sit and think positive. Don't do anything else, think positive. Sigh...

I'ma gonna let her dream on in her little rosy world while I get my fingers back to work in the porn world. It makes much more sense to me.

I know.

I'm trying to stay as busy as possible, I think it's kinda shit that my GF is away for 4 weeks. (We're not there yet, when that will be a relief |lol||lol|)

|dog has been fit and healthy for months now! (knock on wood)

Take care
|JollyHumper|

Morning. |coffee

Yes, I know that feeling Greenie. |pray|

Had another crappy sleep due to the noise of big thunderstorms we had here last night. Not Hudson Valley type rain but pretty impressive.

I've got a blood pressure check up at my doctor and my usual Thursday lunch. Other than that, it's the same old meaning working at my laptop.


Have a good one! |thumb