ps to all of you thanx for the words of encouragement!
i am much more relaxed about it today and plus i realized in a calmer less caffinated mood that for a newbie who only has been doing this serious since may and only like 2 months ago i decided to go get that position and had already learned alot about se's what i did is pretty fucking great i mean if google didnt change in nov i would have got #3 out of 5.5 million i did the reaserch and the work and did it again twice when i was a little off and i got it, so fuck it thats pretty good looking at it today. so maybe i get lucky and they roll back these filters and i actually get it and make the traffic/money now, or fuck it i am still new and part-time i know what to do and how its done i will just wait a month and see how things have changed and just go get my fucking position in another 2 months. not like i was gonna quit and seeing what i could do now really has just given me more reason to continue.
