[dreadbandit]

sorry to hear that binxgook... if you'll be totally desperated let me know, it's hard to get up (argh, ok i'm young, ok she is pregnant, ok the baby isn't mine, but why the hell when the beautiful day came I needed to get her a taxi to another guy? argh again) and learn a new way on how to live, especially if you're not quite sure are there any reasons to. Going back to that desperation maybe I would be able to help you with some crazy psycho/hypno/mind tools, sirencly it was the only thing that helped me got up after crash and keeps me "up" each day.