It's a tough situation.
If you give up your dreams for someone and they don't appreciate what you did it will never work.
If you stay and do things just to hurt someone else then you'll never be happy.
Think about what you really want and need in life. I get the feeling that you want to stay in Mexico and even though you say you want to stick your dick in everything that's not really your goal. You can stay in Mexico, enjoy the sunsets, shoot content, earn a good living and still be happy.
Maybe she'll decide to be with you, maybe she'll decide she doesn't.
Decide what makes you happy and do it.
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