i am still not ready to do the things i wanna do, but that will change the next weeks, tomorrow i am gonna make a desicion with the fam i am involved with, my sadness is changed into anger, on this moment i see my own fam falling apart , i wont lett that happen...no i wont.....no matter what is going on, on this moment i have an huge headeache, to many things going on, and to be honest my stupid dutch friend (who would check all on the net for me) wasnt a big help either, i can realy say this is the biggest clusterfuck i ever had in life....but dont think i am gone from bizz, because i am not, i will get back to fix all what i need to fix...and you know what, i miss you guys and girls
Take care all, i hope to be back soon