[Bell]

this is a hard one to write...

I wanted to take this time to tell my friends here that I
have enjoyed getting to know you... spending time with
you... and I will miss you...

I have decided to leave the business...

as many of you know I had been looking for someone
hiring for quite some time... the right situation hasn't
presented itself... and it's time for me to do something
different...

a gal has to make hard decisions that aren't always
what she'd prefer to do - when a gal has to save
her house and car... 3 years ago I'd have never imagined
being in a spot like this... but in 2001 unexpected medical
expenses and relocating a sister from one end of the
country to another after she had a stroke - has totally
depleted my savings...

I get nervous when my $$ cushion is gone...
that's why I kept asking around and posting on boards
looking for work... something I had been hoping for
for nearly a year - today - fell through and I guess
it's time for me to move on...

this is a hard one to write because:

I. I am going to sincerely miss you...

2. I feel like such a failure in this biz...
although I have accomplished quite a bit and learned allot...
in the back of my mind there's a little voice that says hang
in there... but I am in a panic sort of mood... thinking I
better hurry and make some changes - maybe one day
when my savings are built back up to a level I feel safe
working hours and hours on the internet - maybe then I'll
be back...


3. I am generally such a private person about my real - private
life... but I couldn't leave you - without saying goodbye...
and giving you a bit of a reason...


I am so GLAD that I was able to go to the Vegas - Internext
2004 convention as a result of winning a contest that
WEGCash.com had - - - I loved meeting lots of you...

that also makes it harder for me to be saying goodbye...
I don't WANT to leave you...

I wish you all the best... and I don't plan to cross post this
(at least as of this moment in time - I probably won't
mention this anywhere else - except maybe... maybe 1 other
place - - - hopefully those that I've met along the way will
see this via the BoardTracker.com and the BoardScanner.com
services... there's no way I could ever personally touch base
with all of them... so I hope they SEE this... I'll miss you....)

with hugs and love...

~Bell