[JohnnyR]

Jim I never knew you or your wife and I never went trough what you're going now (I wish I never will nor do I wish it on anybody else but that just can't be) so I can't pretend I know what you're going to... The one thing I will say is that I think you're handling it way better then I would. I would probably hide in a dark corner and weep all day long and never want to see or speak to anybody again ever. Which would be a mistake, cuz the only thing that can help except time is the company of friends and family. It always helps to talk about it, even if it's just here on the board. So make sure to write whenever you feel like it, we're all here for you!