All I want for Xmas is to be bored and alone for a few days

[Porn Princess]

I hear ya, Cleo. That's what I asked for this year. To just not have Christmas, no dysfunctional family gatherings, no decorating, no gifts that I always end up spending too much on, no dealing with crazy people in the stores. Just peace and quiet.

So, tonight I've got the house to myself, I'm going to make myself a little dinner, watch a little TV and then spend the evening building a freesite.

Tomorrow, we'll have a Soprano's marathon and more relaxing, maybe some soothing music. Whatever we do it will be peaceful. No drama, no pressures, no need to smile and make nice when I feel grumpy or sad. Ahhh!

Next year I'll be regrouped and ready to deal with it all again. But I'm enjoying this year.

(I'd take it as compliment that your ex's are wanting your full attention. Even if it's annoying, it could be a way of saying alot about how they feel about you.)