Sun May 31 Where The Heck ...

Pagan · 2020-05-31, 02:11 PM

Lurking. I have been trying harder to stay clear of all media the last day or so just to keep the anxiety at bay. I want to scream and yell and smash things in frustration over the entire situation, but people here would think I am nuts and it would not accomplish a single thing. So I try to stay busy and away from the media traps. Like in the early days of the pandemic, I am back to not sleeping well. I can't focus, I can't function. I worry. I have a 93 year old mother in SoCal that is still self-isolating. She's in a good area, but that means absolutely nothing anymore. We have to find a way to change this.

Useless · 2020-05-31, 04:04 PM

I think what really needed right now during a recession AND pandemic is massive rioting and senseless destruction. Fucking hell.

I'm taking a break from Facebook so I don't get too pissed off at all my white friends posting "Burn it down" and the like. Maybe I'll come here to whine instead.

I want to put effort again into my mainstream project, but I don't know how to link build for mainstream, so my site gets 0-5 visitors per day after being live for four years. Also, being a product for municipalities, it's difficult to find places to advertise it. Why do I do these things?

2020-05-31, 02:11 PM	#1
Pagan Perverted Empress Join Date: Feb 2005 Location: Finland Posts: 5,070	Lurking. I have been trying harder to stay clear of all media the last day or so just to keep the anxiety at bay. I want to scream and yell and smash things in frustration over the entire situation, but people here would think I am nuts and it would not accomplish a single thing. So I try to stay busy and away from the media traps. Like in the early days of the pandemic, I am back to not sleeping well. I can't focus, I can't function. I worry. I have a 93 year old mother in SoCal that is still self-isolating. She's in a good area, but that means absolutely nothing anymore. We have to find a way to change this. __________________ Is it naptime yet?

2020-05-31, 04:04 PM	#2
Useless Certified Nice Person Join Date: Oct 2003 Location: Dirty Undies, NY Posts: 11,268	I think what really needed right now during a recession AND pandemic is massive rioting and senseless destruction. Fucking hell. I'm taking a break from Facebook so I don't get too pissed off at all my white friends posting "Burn it down" and the like. Maybe I'll come here to whine instead. I want to put effort again into my mainstream project, but I don't know how to link build for mainstream, so my site gets 0-5 visitors per day after being live for four years. Also, being a product for municipalities, it's difficult to find places to advertise it. Why do I do these things? __________________ Click here to purchase a bridge I'm selling.