Thursday 2023-07-13 aka Trapped In My Own Head

[Pagan]

Yeah it does. My mom dropped a gem on me last night. She says that I am depressed because I don't start my day off with a positive thought. That's all it takes. Positive thinking cures everything. Yeah, right. This comes from someone who spent decades on anti-depressants, alcohol, and weed. She knows full well there are chemical imbalances that have a huge effect on the brain and that positive thoughts alone won't cure them. There actually is no cure for those imbalances, only corrective therapy. She also poo-pooed my tactic of staying busy and trying to accomplish certain things daily. "Those don't help. You just have to think positive." Uh-huh. Then the little birdies will flock around you and serenade you as you sit and think positive. Don't do anything else, think positive. Sigh...

I'ma gonna let her dream on in her little rosy world while I get my fingers back to work in the porn world. It makes much more sense to me.