Naughtybabs is hurt

[binxgook]

So, um the Naughtybabs has been dealt a gut ripping ordeal. I have just recently learned (wednesday) that my partner of 10 years has been cheating on me. The real "Babs" has torn my life out from under me. "Babs" is my wife, her real name is Jennie and she is the reason I get out of bed everyday. We have had our problems but have come through most of them smelling like a rose. I am completly blind at the moment and dont know what the fuck I should be doing. I made a commitment to her when I said I do and have stuck to it. I have pretty much been on a binge cycle for the last 5 days,. I know this will solve nothing but it dulls the pain. I dont know how to face reality with out her.

I miss my wife

-Binxgook