Just a heads up

Fonz · 2007-05-08, 03:12 PM

Damn Stu, sorry to hear about all of this. If there's anything I can do just let me know and if you need someone to spill your guts out to in Dutch just hit me up.
Best of luck to you and your family.

stuveltje · 2007-05-10, 12:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Fonz

Damn Stu, sorry to hear about all of this. If there's anything I can do just let me know and if you need someone to spill your guts out to in Dutch just hit me up.
Best of luck to you and your family.

thanks fonz, maar ik geloof niet dat je wilt horen hoe ik kan schelden in het nederlands nu

i have an headeach...never thought how my life would be messed up like this, suddenly i dont know how to handle all, fam life, kids, bizz, sicknes and the stress...thats life heay, still i received a special pm this eve....a pm from physio, you know (well some will know) a german guy i took under my wings and lett me down ones, after that time i took him back under my wings and lett me down again,even the guy started to earn good money with my help, he sended me an pm this eve after a couple of years disapearing just like that, he apoligize to me ..........all i could say when i readed his pm was "wow" hell i never expected an pm from a guy who disapeared years ago and got me in some trouble to focus on the domains he used on my name and the hosting and checking all his sites, still i have respect for that, he told in his pm he finally got the balls to pm me, i am over my anger for that, it was some time ago, still a pitty he didnt push thru, he could have made something here, i blame it on his age, he was to young, to many things to get distracted at and he started college again that time, and school is important, so a couple of years later he pmd me, i will accept his sorry ( or how the hell you write that) i am already glad he is still alive ( yeah yeah i have some weakness for the guy). still i was very happy with his message this eve, its the first positieve thing in my life since the last weeks!

physio · 2007-05-10, 12:30 PM

stuveltje pm'd me that it might not be too bad to post my pm to her here as well. i dont know, it almost seems a little personal and all but she was some sort of my mentor and i cant explain how much she helped me when i was in this biz.

so this is not only an apology to stuveltje but also to all the good folks from this board that listed tons and tons of my free sites that had to be removed and changed because of the mistakes i made in life.

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hello stuveltje,

this is something i wanted to do for a long time and it seems i finally grew the balls to do it. i cant even remember when and how it happened that you helped me get started in the adult business, that you gave a total stranger that you knew nothing about access to your server and gave him the opportunity to pursue a work that was otherwise impossible to do.

i did a little work here and there, but then i let you down. that was for the first time. after that you took me back and helped me again and again you let me use your hosting and helped me with my sites. it has been so long ago, i dont even know anymore what and how it happened that you took me back without hesitation.

after finishing school and before going to college i wanted to try and stay home for 6 months - be a full time webmaster. as we both now know, i failed - as i always do. i dont know if its in my personality or something but its just what i do. i start something or say i will do something and then (even if its going well) i mess up and just stop working on it.

the second time i messed up i do remember. it was in the fall/winter of 2004 - man, in august i made almost 1000 dollar - it was going great. i wanted to make 1 free site a day and build my own linklist, really get going. you got me my own hosting and all was going great. and then it happened again, i just stopped working - started to watch stupid tv series and played computer games. why? i dont know. i was on the way to be making good money, i just needed to keep working. but i didnt.

in december i started to play world of warcraft - and i can admit now that i got addicted to this f*ing computergame. you wrote me emails, forum posts and icq messages. and that is another thing i did at that time. if there was a problem or i was ashamed of myself i just ignored it. did i see your messages? yes. but i ignored them and there is no reason why i would do it, but i did.

i'm not writing this because i want your help again. i just wanted to say sorry to someone that helped me (a total stranger) twice and was let down by me twice. you have been more than good to me and i ignored you, even though you were just worried about me. like i said before, i have had this on my mind for a long time. you have been a good friend and business partner - for treating that friendship and the business we had together so bad i wanted to apologize.

i'm in college now, the first year was kind of messed up because of me playing too much computer games and not going to class. but i'm working on my grades now and hope all goes well in the next 2 years.

i hope you are well

physio
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stuveltje · 2007-05-10, 12:50 PM

Physio, you dont know how much respect you get from me to post the message in public, yes you have to have some balls for that and you did it, i told you i will accept your aplogy (damn i cant even write that word) and yeah i wish you didnt fuck up that time, but it has happen and its past time, i hope you do well in college and drop the damn netgames, i know you have alot of good things in you, so focus on what you are good at and i hope college will be easy for you, you know how bizz works, so maybe one time in furture we will meet again, good luck at college

Stu

stuveltje · 2007-05-17, 06:28 PM

*signnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn* my so called friend, realy fucked up, even my greenguyandjim news emails get in my spam box, i am realy having an hart time to find out the good emails, the good thing is i found a female friend to help me out, i knew it would be better to get a female friend involved she does my stuf already for more then a week and she is on top what my male friend didnt do, to much porn for him probably, bare me to all waiting for an answer, we try to do all..........

2007-05-08, 03:12 PM	#1
Fonz Former pr0n slinger. Join Date: Aug 2003 Location: Antwerp, Belgium Posts: 7,932	Damn Stu, sorry to hear about all of this. If there's anything I can do just let me know and if you need someone to spill your guts out to in Dutch just hit me up. Best of luck to you and your family. __________________ See how I abuse little trees on my Shumi no Bonsai Blog

2007-05-10, 12:50 PM	#4
stuveltje Live and learn. And take very careful notes! Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Sunny Holland Posts: 6,157	Physio, you dont know how much respect you get from me to post the message in public, yes you have to have some balls for that and you did it, i told you i will accept your aplogy (damn i cant even write that word) and yeah i wish you didnt fuck up that time, but it has happen and its past time, i hope you do well in college and drop the damn netgames, i know you have alot of good things in you, so focus on what you are good at and i hope college will be easy for you, you know how bizz works, so maybe one time in furture we will meet again, good luck at college Stu __________________ Canadian Sexlinks - submit Erotica search -submit Last edited by stuveltje; 2007-05-10 at 01:01 PM..

2007-05-17, 06:28 PM	#5
stuveltje Live and learn. And take very careful notes! Join Date: Apr 2003 Location: Sunny Holland Posts: 6,157	signnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn my so called friend, realy fucked up, even my greenguyandjim news emails get in my spam box, i am realy having an hart time to find out the good emails, the good thing is i found a female friend to help me out, i knew it would be better to get a female friend involved she does my stuf already for more then a week and she is on top what my male friend didnt do, to much porn for him probably, bare me to all waiting for an answer, we try to do all.......... __________________ Canadian Sexlinks - submit Erotica search -submit

2007-05-10, 12:30 PM	#3
physio Lord help me, I'm just not that bright Join Date: Mar 2004 Posts: 106	stuveltje pm'd me that it might not be too bad to post my pm to her here as well. i dont know, it almost seems a little personal and all but she was some sort of my mentor and i cant explain how much she helped me when i was in this biz. so this is not only an apology to stuveltje but also to all the good folks from this board that listed tons and tons of my free sites that had to be removed and changed because of the mistakes i made in life. ---------snip--------- hello stuveltje, this is something i wanted to do for a long time and it seems i finally grew the balls to do it. i cant even remember when and how it happened that you helped me get started in the adult business, that you gave a total stranger that you knew nothing about access to your server and gave him the opportunity to pursue a work that was otherwise impossible to do. i did a little work here and there, but then i let you down. that was for the first time. after that you took me back and helped me again and again you let me use your hosting and helped me with my sites. it has been so long ago, i dont even know anymore what and how it happened that you took me back without hesitation. after finishing school and before going to college i wanted to try and stay home for 6 months - be a full time webmaster. as we both now know, i failed - as i always do. i dont know if its in my personality or something but its just what i do. i start something or say i will do something and then (even if its going well) i mess up and just stop working on it. the second time i messed up i do remember. it was in the fall/winter of 2004 - man, in august i made almost 1000 dollar - it was going great. i wanted to make 1 free site a day and build my own linklist, really get going. you got me my own hosting and all was going great. and then it happened again, i just stopped working - started to watch stupid tv series and played computer games. why? i dont know. i was on the way to be making good money, i just needed to keep working. but i didnt. in december i started to play world of warcraft - and i can admit now that i got addicted to this f*ing computergame. you wrote me emails, forum posts and icq messages. and that is another thing i did at that time. if there was a problem or i was ashamed of myself i just ignored it. did i see your messages? yes. but i ignored them and there is no reason why i would do it, but i did. i'm not writing this because i want your help again. i just wanted to say sorry to someone that helped me (a total stranger) twice and was let down by me twice. you have been more than good to me and i ignored you, even though you were just worried about me. like i said before, i have had this on my mind for a long time. you have been a good friend and business partner - for treating that friendship and the business we had together so bad i wanted to apologize. i'm in college now, the first year was kind of messed up because of me playing too much computer games and not going to class. but i'm working on my grades now and hope all goes well in the next 2 years. i hope you are well physio ----------snap-----------