Just a heads up

[stuveltje]

i wanna tell what is going on in my life, but is sucha fucking long story to write, on this moment i am very angry so i can say this: one important person is on the edge of dying..........but still doesnt die (i know it sound evil like i say it but hell this takes so much of my hubby and kids, i am that evil now that i think , hell die and quit all this shit, i know bad but you have to know what it does with my kids and hubby...then you know what i am talking about) then the stupid arguments with inlaws are going on......i think they are doing wrong, they think i am wrong, with that a close friend of mine got also in hospital but she is doing oke till now, this is a short story, but i am the fucking one to get the household going on, on this moment i am so pissed.....i am gonna change this all, i have had it, if i lett this go on....our fam will fall apart. Btw one big thanks for my mom, she is the only one who does understand me and will always be around for me, no matter how old i am....and i talked alot to her lately.......she is a real mom heay mom i loveeeeeeeeeee you for ever))))))))))) Ma je begrijpt er geen reet van wat ik in het english schrijf vandaar, ik hou van je))))))