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2012-01-05, 11:13 AM | #1 |
Perverted Empress
Join Date: Feb 2005
Location: Finland
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New Year, New Beginnings
What a roller coaster ride this last 2 years has been. I lost one husband (and good friend) in January of 2010, and had to deal with everything surrounding his sudden death at 48 including his family in Poland, I was so low at times I just wanted to die.. but tried to work through it. I know I wasn't myself or a very good part of this community. I really never expected his death to hit me so very hard but it did. Then we lost Mr MaryLou and a lot of the joy of networking here seemed to go with him. He gave a lot of us direction and laughter when we needed it the most. Last summer, I met a wonderful man online and ended up not only getting married in October but moving from Texas to Finland. For the last 4 months, I have been learning to live again... I am now part of a family, learning a new language and starting a new life as a housewife and full-time webmaster. I left so very much behind in Texas... my home, my animals, my day job.. but I gained so much here. I have relaxed and hopefully become me again. I miss my desktop computer and cable internet service so much these days... but I would not trade this for anything at all.
So.. with the new year comes reflections and resolutions... to those I may have offended or treated badly during my dark days, please forgive me. Nobody is perfect, we all make mistakes, we all have burdens that are simply too great to bear alone. Any grief I caused was not intentional, believe me. If fences can be mended, I would love to try. All I can say is I will try harder this next year.. to build more sites, update more frequently, and be a better more active member of this community. Thank you all for your support and kindness...
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2012-01-05, 11:20 AM | #2 |
Life is good
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Good to hear life is treating you good again.
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2012-01-05, 11:54 AM | #3 |
Subversive filth of the hedonistic decadent West
Join Date: Mar 2003
Location: Southeast Florida
Posts: 27,936
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No worries... the world ends this year.
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2012-01-05, 03:03 PM | #4 |
The Original Greenguy (Est'd 1996) & AVN HOF Member - I Crop Pics For Thumbs In My Sleep
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2012-01-05, 04:13 PM | #5 |
Well you know boys, a nuclear reactor is a lot like women. You just have to read the manual and press the right button
Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Sweden
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Honey! nice to se you around again
hugs and love from your "neighbour"
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2012-01-05, 11:46 PM | #6 |
Bow Ties Are Cool
Join Date: Jun 2006
Location: California
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Good to hear you are doing well again Pagan!
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2012-01-06, 03:36 AM | #7 |
Former pr0n slinger.
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That's good to hear Pagan. I like seeing happy people
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2012-01-06, 08:02 AM | #8 |
Perverted Empress
Join Date: Feb 2005
Location: Finland
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Thanks guys... I really do appreciate the support. It feels good to be back to working on sites now.. not forced. And yes.. it feels so good to be happy. I had forgotten what this feels like...
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2012-01-06, 08:52 AM | #9 |
You can now put whatever you want in this space :)
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Welcome back.
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2012-01-06, 11:15 AM | #10 |
That which does not kill us, will try, try again.
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Good to see you back around. Sound like you're happy and I hope things keep going well over there for you.
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2012-01-06, 11:57 AM | #11 |
You can now put whatever you want in this space :)
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Welcome back and I hope for a great 2012 to you and also to all the other board members
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2012-01-06, 02:35 PM | #12 |
Oh! I haven't changed since high school and suddenly I am uncool
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Yep, we've got 'til Dec 21 to live it up
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2012-01-06, 08:07 PM | #13 |
Selling porn allows me to stay in a constant state of Bliss - ain't that a trip!
Join Date: Apr 2003
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Holy cow - that's a wild life story. From texas to finland - you lucky duck, is what I think I want to say.
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